dun noe whether i m feeling happy,excited or sad.woke up feeling very excited bcause gt youth day carnival.everybody must prepare first before start selling 105 chocolate fondue.wanted 2 help,get scolded by so many ppl.at tt time,feeling so sad,walk towards piano and started playing pieces to "relieve" myself.then shut the piano and walk towards stall.then realised tt they haven finish preparing so thought again and decided not to help(later help not appreciated kenna scolding.still feeling very sad,thinking that i had my own pride.then walk away.jolene noticed i was sad(the one and only person hu undertands me the best)THANKS!and asked me y,so told her,then they finish preparing so walk towards stall and started to do my shift an duty and there were so many ppl there ,chuan ling told them to get away so we can sell.then i started to cheer up and sell things chuan ling say i not professional in selling things(quite true)then finish shift and go walk walk spent money on lots of things,haunted hse,i so scared,pull yi xuan shirt too high and scream and scream and scream the realised tt it was not so bad.then i go screaming competition and gt a big toy and broke record until my throat now very painful then i go watch concert and it was quite nice.nothing much 2 say except tt i gt many mixed feelings 2dae