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Tuesday.
Went to school for training. Training was quite slack. We played jail which helps to train accuracy, speed, consistency-.-We played matches. Then i got hit by a ball accidentally on the right side. heh. careless of me. Then after training, went to find jolene and take our shower and change into what i wearing on that night to watch c&d. I dun noe what's so weird about me wearing black shirt+pink long pants. lol. We ate maggie mee for lunch.

After that, we went for rehearsal. 2 people gave constructive comments which was true. Le Ting said tania and i got no chemistry, so we got to improve.So we had sectionals,and i think i tried dying too many times or something, cuz i had a headache. a mild one. As time progresses, it became more and more painful. Then when rehearsal ended, it was quite painful already and i was half dead. We went to bukit timah food centre to eat and by then i was debating whether to go or not. i realise that i better go home and take care of myself for THE DAY! hehe.so i called my dad to ask him to pick me up and i went home, took panadol, rested and slept at 9!

Wednesday[THE BIG DAY:)]


Woke up 6.30 cuz we were supposed to reach school at 7.30, so left the house at 6.40 and my dad sent me to school. i reached at like 7.05 and saw Su Mei and lynn and then many others arrived and we just talked and get changed. We went inside auditorium for briefing and had rehearsal. During rehearsal, i found it damn funny cuz there was problems with the lighting, so i asked, " do i have to die again?" Then mr nick ng was like, "yes!"It was quite funny to me. Then we just rehearsed. Everything went well:) After rehearsal, we had 'debrief' with mdm ohelers. After everyone finished rehearsing, we had mass debrief and we went for lunch. Amanda, Celeste, Jolene, Kah Mun, Sai Ying, Tania and i went for lunch tgt. We took the bus to opp bukit timah plaza and then kah mun & tania went macs. The rest of us either felt that it was unhealthy or got tired of it(i just ate on monday)

Then, we went to get flowers. Jolene bought 6 and i bought 6 to give:) Amanda and Saiying also bought flowers to give everyone in the class. Then, jolene sprayed a lot of water and talked to the flower-.-:) typical of jolene. haha. And i sprayed water on yuka's face because i thought her face was a flower(joking, but it was very funny, laugh until stomachache) Then, we headed back for school and talked and rehearsed a bit. At about 4.30, i felt very warm so went library to enjoy air-con. Then jolene, amanda and rosanne came and rosanne and i was reading while amanda and jolene were sleeping, and suddenly jolene's phone rang, and i nudged jolene to wake up and when she answered, suddenly she say, "class allocation come out already!" then i was like, "huh?" then we all ran to general office and there got a lot of people already. When i saw,i not sure what emotions i should have. Then, i walked to the bags there first and on the way, i teared... a bit cuz i was sad. hmm... ok, so we took our bags and headed upstairs to make-up and stuff. Upstairs was very chaotic, making-up, gel-ing the hair, taking pictures, giving flowers. I gave to amanda, jia ning, jolene, jun qi, tania & yuka.

Then, rosanne gel my hair until damn funny, my hair become siaosiao and she hor, shenjingbing de, my poor hair.heh. We went down for briefing and it was repeated from like friday. So it was quite boring, then we went back again and touch-up + photos and blablabla. After a while, the AV person came up and tell us to get ready, so we got ready and went down.At that point of time, i was super duper nervous and scared. I afraid i will "screw up" and i could feel my heartbeat beating. i was so scared. Then suddenly, the previous class finish already, so we brought the props and arranged them under darkness and got ready in our positions, and because the emcee was asking fundraisers to go out and prepare stalls so we had a lot of time, so i talked to tania softly. heh. Then after that, it started and i sort of calmed down a bit. Then, when the 3 traffic lights people finish their lines, it was tania and mine turn, so became relaxed already. So many rehearsals, we did rather well:), and the audience is like super anti-climax, it is suppose to be tragic and when tania and i die, they laughed. totally hor, wrong laughter.

The part Sumei came out, they laughed. quite acceptable la, cuz sumei was seriously funny, when i kneel down, they also laugh, when i professing Leon's love at the last act, they also laugh. Such a humourous audience. When we finished acting, we were relieved and sad. Relieved because our many days and hours of rehearsals has finally paid off, sad because we knew in our hearts that THE LAST PROJECT OF 2/5 IS OVER,JUST OVER IN THAT PATHETIC 15 MINUTES:((((((((((((((((((((((*sobs* After that, we went for intermission and i went to look for my family and friends. They gave me flowers, chocolate and thanks:D 2/5A was awesome, especially yuka:D Then watching halfway, left a bit, i walked downstairs,and as i was walking, a surge of thoughts just rushed up my mind expectedly, "it's over!" i don't want things to end so early. After that, was briefing, class photo and home sweet home, though at that moment i didn't want to go home, i wanted to head towards 2/5 classroom and have lessons as per normal with 2/5:(

Thursday and today, time was spent thinking about 2/5, my mind had loads of stuff, some i dun noe, some i know. 30 reasons to be sad. next year, in my class, there will be no chen xi, shan ping, jie ying, evie, xin yi, vanessa, yuka, yun ge, jessie tee, jessie tan, celeste, bei shi, kah mun, audrey, yi xuan, marie, chuan ling, sai ying, nerice, rosanne, sara, su mei, jo ling, lynn, amanda, joyce, tania, julie, jia ning, jun qi:((((((((((((((((((
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