A few random thoughts/things!

1. I'm like crazy over the korean song, Haru Haru (which means day by day). I don't know why i like it so much. That's the first Korean song i ever heard and i want it to be the last:D I keep playing it over and over again. Briefly about this girl who has cancer and doesn't want to hurt her fiance, so she pretended to be in a relationship with a guy. Sacrifitial and sweet!:)

2. I realise that playing sports with my mum is very comical. She doesn't have ball sense, so when she plays sport, her action and sound effects super funny. The usual strict and naggy mum just disappears. Yesterday, because i was bored, so i went downstairs to play badminton and basketball with her. Then her sound effect made me think she was confident of getting the shuttlecock, then she spun one round, and her racquet didn't touch the shuttlecock at all.Laugh like crazy!

Only 1 sport, i think my mum is crazy, like absolutely crazy. Last week, she took leave from work to run 15km with my dad(he also took leave), running enthusiasts! Anyway, she said she haven't finish using last year's leave, so just take, but TO RUN! i think it's crazy. Oh, and my mother's eyesight also not very good, so she like quite blur. 2 scenarios happened when they were runnning at east coast park! First was when my dad saw the president exercising, so as a form of respect, my dad called him, "sir!" To think my mum actually asked, "Who's that? your boss ah!(translated)" Woah, can faint le, president also don't recognise

Next scenario, even better still. My dad saw my mum's uncle and called him, and my mum asked, "who's that?" Then my dad was like, " your UNCLE LA! still ask me who's that!" When my dad related the incident to us, we totally just burst out laughing!

3. I realise something, i'm not very close to my grandparents, actually not close at all. Well, my mum's mum died of cancer even before my mum was married, and my dad's dad died of tuberculosis when i was quite young, and i was tricked into believing he was asleep so i didn't really know what happened. So my mum's dad and my dad's mum are my only remaining grandparents. Then because my mum's dad live in Malaysia, we aren't that close. As for my dad's mum, we live quite near each other, but since young, we always had a communication gap. She only spoke Hokkien, so i couldn't understand her and she couldn't understand us.

Then, as i grow older, i started to be able to listen and understand, i don't know why, i just understood and can speak simple words. But she had a hearing problem, so it's very hard to talk to her. Just now, she came to our house, from 5+++ to just only. And i came home at 8+++ and apparently, i was the only one other than my parents, so i can communicate simple stuff with her. And she kept sleeping. Aiyo, i don't know leh. It's like some people are really close to their grandparents. And i want to like treasure them and stuff. But everytime my grandmother comes, i feel neutral, just the basic greeting, and then i do my work. :(

4. There's often a saying, "Let go of the past, get over it, and move forward" It's very easy to say, not easy to accomplished. Especially for the fact that I like to live on memories, and just smile, feeling very happy and warm. So it's not that easy to let go.Anyway, i don't intend to let go. The worse part is getting over it, you just can't no matter what, memories will just keep playing non-stop. But i just like it that way. I really do:)