it's quite late now and i'm amazed that i'm not feeling tired.

maybe my body clock has adjusted(but i doubt so)

i think it's because i woke up late today too! (1.15):D

hehe.

I like to read my archives:D i don't know why. maybe it reminds me of happy times, but i think it reminds me of my transition in terms of my maturity(i hope no one disputes that i actually did mature from primary school:D). How things used to be more simple and innocent. when matters start to complicate. why humans love to think so much into things sometimes. why we just can't seem to appreciate the beauty of life but lament about the ugly side of it. why we only learn to cherish something right at the end.

certain ex-posts make me laugh at my stupidity, the words i used, the way i expressed things. some made me think really deeply. some made me sad. but most of them helped to make my day! much happier. Especially the times spend with 205.

I just can't seem to find that bond with 3-4/6. I don't know, i may be stubborn in refusing to let go, in refusing to believe that things have changed, in refusing to accept different people. But, my heart still lies where it originally was and i'm glad it's still intact.

somehow, it's not easy putting across in words. the feel the both environment give me, it's really different, far too different for me to adapt. laughing and joking may be one thing, but i still know where my heart belongs and yeah, though it's the last year, i think most of my memories would have come from 205.

as i've said, i know people will think i'm just being idiotic in trying to hold on to something which will never happen again. but, no matter how time has done harm to whoever that makes them forget, it feels the same for me:D

205:D