I decided i like to post random posts!:D

i just completed the Nyaa booklet! the record book though! haha! the award diary is blank! AND i'm going to rely on the blog for all the past experiences! because i doubt i would be able to remember what happened at OBS, or what song was learnt at which particular lesson, and how "fun" cip can ever be! it was due last week! hehe. shhhhh! aiya, since i decided to post it here, shhh also no point!

oh ya, i think last last friday, during pccg lesson we learning about what a leader should do blablabla. then suddenly teacher ask who is the one whom inspired you? And i forgot the rule about NOT MAKING EYE CONTACT with teachers so they won't ask you to answer. so when Mr Chan asked me, i stun a while. Then i realised actually there's no particular leader that has inspired me. Firstly, there are hardly any ocassions when i'm under the leadership of other people. then some more those other political leaders have absolutely no relevance to my life. well, so i don't know what to answer.

so i just said li3 lao3 shi1 but i realised i'm am not inspired, but i have full of respect for her. Not that i don't have respect for other teachers, but most of the times i respect them because they are teachers and that they do deserve our respect if they do not do things overboard la! haha, now i think, still don't really have any leader that inspire. someday, someone will inspire me and i'll blog about it then(:

today's "urgent" meeting was kind of... somehow when they said, i sort of already suspected what was coming, just didn't know how to react. Yeah well, they don't want us to blog about it but i think telling them is of no use? It's supposedly a discussion but what do you think will happen to our views when the decision is made? Do you think our views will reach their ears? maybe for a while, then it will get chucked aside with a "these students are too immature to understand" (yeah, i know i full of assumptions!) but it does make sense, doesn't it?

at first, i thought we should just accept since 1 person's leaving doesn't affect me in any way, but i thought the other one wasn't even comfortable staying and he would have been happier elsewhere! so we should kind of give him our blessings instead of trying to hold on to it so tightly. When you care, you want that person to be happy, even if it means leaving, it's hard but i'll try.

then, i realised this might not be the case after i received a message. So if he means otherwise and is really happy with staying, we'll fight(: i'm sure b div 10 will!

they never understood! everything the "upper management" saw was superficial! they don't understand the interaction and the bond and they'll never understand it because they were never part of it! results is not all that matters! really? hah, not likely.

I doubt they realised that it's not about imparting techniques and skills, he's been imparting us with a lot of life values.

I doubt they realised he already formatted a plan for next year.

I doubt they realised instead of the "best" the school wants us to receive, everyone is satisfied enough.

I doubt they realised the internal dilemma he feels whenever he's stuck between us and the "upper management"

So a plan formatted in black and white and a promise to execute the plan is more worthy than many things being left unsaid? this is all too confusing.

sometimes, i just don't get what they're trying to do. i never will, not with things getting more and more confusing for us to take. maybe it's only me, but whatever thing happens, we'll support his decision! and thank you once again for making everything possible!

well, i think i've found one more person to respect!(: