This things i have to say and my thoughts are super random. what i think i just write!

random no.1:

And CRAP! my phone spoiled!!!!! and it's more than 1 year so my mum say buy new phone cheaper than repairing! I DON'T WANT A NEW PHONE! i may sound crazy! my phone is internal memory, i haven't finished transferring anything, and it has sentimental value. SO DEAR PHONE, YOU BETTER BE OK! PLEASEEEEE! don't let any phones replace you!!! i need you!

random no.2:

But on a happier note! BLOCK TEST IS FINALLY OVER!!! when my parents ask me, "how was your paper today?" i will say "no comments!" because i've learn to keep my big mouth shut! i have expectations of myself of course, but i don't want to create unnecessary rollercoaster emotion, because it's not GOOD! so, yeah, let the results speak for themselves, hide my own disappointment or celebrate secretly with myself! And it's normal to have expectations! it affects your mood of course! either you do better than your expectation or worse! so either sad or happy! and try to get over it!(:

random no.3:

I really envy people who play team sports!!! i've always wondered about the strong bond, the mutual understanding and every single thing. yeah, in tennis, we do bond, but it's a very individualistic sport! the disappointment and joy of one person is nothing as compared to that of the whole team. the sense of victory, the sweat together, i can almost picture that imaginary scene! and i kind of miss the times we did quadrangle! though it's 5-10 rounds around school, the accomplishment when you have challenged the limits, the whole shirt soaked! it's so different, we won't experience it anymore. but given a choice, i don't want really want to go back!

random no. 4:

it's quite funny and stupid. today i was talking to jolene about random stuff, then she suddenly recalled all the stuff we did as sec 1s, i totally went, "you serious!? we did that?" HAHA! so childish! but it's super fun! let's see what i can remember:
1. RUN down all the way to canteen everytime bell ring and spend lots of time in popular!
2. The FPS teacher "punished" us to write 16 solutions because we kept laughing! and the weird thing is he is a chinese teacher-.-
Reason why we were laughing so hard: According to Jolene, we threw paper balls at ms khoo's butt then it rebounded then we laugh because she no feeling. LOL!
3. Jolene was pointing her pen at Mrs Lynn Lee's butt, and i pushed her hand! so LOL, kenna poke! but teacher also no feeling!
cannot really remember the rest! haha, but it's so childish!

random no. 5:

Basketball is still my all-time favourite!:D Played with throwers before napfa! but they played full court, then after a while stopped playing! then after napfa, played basketball with mun, Mr James Ong, three basketballers!(glenda, meng hao, and their junior) it's so tiring! haha! i wonder how i did the running with my muscle aches! oh talking about muscle aches! i'm super champion! On wednesday, i started jumping at home, then standing broad jump strain pretty much many muscles, so on thursday i ended up with muscle ache at my stomach, ribs, the back, the whole upper body and my thighs-.- i cannot be better than that!

went to rub counterpain all over my body yesterday and i was on "fire"! super hot, whole body turned red! haha, wanted to wash it off but it cooled off:D but IT DIDN'T HELP! but haha, shalynn i know you will read this, thanks for the massage!:D today, woke up feeling slightly worse! i was thinking, "napfa die!" SIT-UPS never felt so bad before! hehe! after finishing, cannot stand up straight up properly!

oh ya, back to basketball!:D so at first mun ning, Mr Ong and i against the 3 basketballers!:D played 21 points, Mr Ong gave them the lead of 10 points! haha! but it was very fun! though it was super tiring! i think my body produced too much adrenaline! so i didn't feel the muscle ache while playing, or maybe a bit at the stomach there. after playing, i was drenched! it's been long since i last sweat so much! it felt really nice:D

random no. 6:

the school is really nice in the evening! i needed a lot of oxygen so i went to the track there and sat down, watched the sky, haha! look at netballers playing! the sunset was red:D see jolene and amanda for a while before they went for their concert, then i waited for my father from about 7.15-7.50. Everything was dark except for the "street lamps". it reminded me of choral and drama night because i hardly see the sky so dark at school, like one of the only few times is choral and drama night. haha! so fun:D haha, kind of miss the times(:

random no. 7:

ever felt like giving up? haha, definitely, in everything! ranging from a lot of things under the sun, give up studying, give up running so hard, give up training so hard, give up trying so hard only to meet with failures time and again. Of course the feeling sucks! the 1st time, 2nd time, 3rd time, 4th time, 5th time! but you still continue, and i wonder why. so i came up with my own hypothesis:D

everytime you feel like giving up, it's your mind that's asking you to give up! because of the pain you feel, the struggles you meet, the challenges you face, the failures you meet, the sensory neurones, relay neurones motor neurones love to communicate with the brain to tell yourself you cannot take it, you neet to quit! but there's still your heart! heart is not connected to these stupid senses that make you want to give up! only until the moment your heart tells you to give up, then you will really give up! haha!

so now i can't upload photos and other stuffs! aiya, pray my phone will be ok!!!

nothing else random. Bye!